Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Bleed Ink--Life Sucks

Hello ninjas.

This is a recent piece of work that really needs to be read and re-read on repeat. Mainly because this graphic novel covers such topics as: lust, love, inter-racial relationships, loneliness, loyalty, tradition, dis-illusionment of folklore and tradition,West Coast culture, White privilege, class, socio-economics, goth identity, gender issues, and just plain vampires and 20-something angst.

Excited? I know I am.

The location is California.
To be more specific, the 24 hrs. stop shop a la 7-11.
Our pseudo hero Dave is doomed to work at the "Last Stop" of gatorade and slim jims for a seemingly eternity. Literally.

One day stumbling upon the store looking for a job one night Dave got more than he asked for and is now part indentured slave and part real slave to his master Lord Radu Arisztidescu...or just plain Radu.

Radu is the remnants of the European Eastern block before the wall came down. He and men like him don't form the sort of hedonistic, uber-powerful vampire collective you might imagine. They are more so, just eclectic 1st generation immigrants

So what is our hero supposed to do other than obviously fall in love? Worse yet, with a Goth chick. Worse yet, a mortal Goth chick. Worse yet, a Mexican, mortal, Goth chick. Nevermind that Dave has to deal with his White pasty self courting a Woman of Color but he can't tan, or he'll burst into flames.

This graphic novel from First Second Comics
deals ingeniously with the daily troubles of being poorly paid, lonely, and twenty-something in Cali. Dave has to run home after his night shift. He sells an underground blood beer to fellow vampire customers when they come in. He even gets drunk on it after he has too much. This comes about because he's a "vegetarian". He refuses to drink humans dry and so sticks to blood bank bags and vampire beers. The side effect is that he's weaker and sickly compared to most vampires. It only adds to his emo boy appeal though.

Entering the scene, is his archenemy Wes who is the blond, dumb, insecure, and psychotic killer, alpha male Wes, the "blood brother" of Dave. And of course Wes has the immediate hots for Rosa, our Mexican mortal Goth friend. And now the ancient battle to not have your love taken away by a douchebag begins. Who will win? Don't expect the conventional answer from this unconventional story.

Everything about this story is noteworthy to me. The whole thing is about power dynamics. There is the power dynamic between a White 20-something poor male who is trying to create a relationship with a 20-something Mexican female. He's male and she doesn't want him to run her life. While he's trying to protect someone who doesn't necessarily want to be protected. His White-ness and all it's (unwanted, unconsidered) privilege brings another level of barriers that Rosa and Dave have to deal with.

Oh wait you say! Class and socio-economic status are way bigger factors in interactions than simple race and ethnicity. Possibly more so than gender!

Well Wes is a rich, trust fund vampire that doesn't do anything but surf, party, drink blood and kill people at will. He has the hots for Rosa. Kind of like an exotic toy the kid you hate has. He is just exerting his greed into the realm of relationships to push down his working class brother. Rosa isn't a woman he's really interested in, but she is a way to shove Wes' power in Dave face.
(I still find it intriguing that Rosa swears that she sees the sensitive, softer side of Wes that Dave can't see)

Please do yourself a favor and read this graphic novel and look out for more from First Second. They're ill. and From NY. I'll prob go over American Born Chinese (ABC).

And def Shortcomings. GREAT graphic novel that hits close to home.

Peace,
Edmund




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Monday, July 7, 2008

Why My Life is Meaningless (cont. from last post)


But even after being so right about the self righteousness about my job I still deserve some of this. I know I have hit rock bottom for many reasons. The main one has to be this: I have applied for jobs in Providence and gotten not one reply of any kind.

Let me explain that these jobs are cool sounding ones posted on Craigslist. But not something that I should be worried about not getting. I am very qualified dammit.

One posting was honest to God, to be a "Porn movie reviewer". I jumped to apply. Have yet to hear a reply. Another one was to be a travel editor/publisher. One had a blog writer position. Etc etc. Basically all the jobs that would fit me to a T....but I still haven;t heard back from any of them. I would be great for these jobs and would love to do any of them. Especially cause I know they'd pay more no matter what they paid I'm sure. I was even hoping to do more than one of them. But nothing.

Honestly. The only interview I've had for the (by now)20-30 jobs I've applied for is Americorp. I must suck so bad and they must be so desperate that they took me. No one else wants/needs me bad enough.

SO that is why I should shut the fuck up and burn my English major, Black/Women Studies minor diploma.

[oh and the image is symbolic not literal. i'm far to vain to kill myself. don't let anyone else tell you otherwise]

Bashing: Americorp VISTA



What's up people.

Or just Heather.

This going to be one of the first blogs on my actual life. SO enjoy the blood spray while you can.
I'm here now to bash the hell out of my job and tell you why.
I'm an Americorp member. This can range from helping people prepare for emergency situations to grantwriting all day everyday. I am somewhere in the middle it seems.

As a VISTA I am supposed to be a person that works on indirect service. I change the system to allow more people to go to college....in theory. That actually has nothing to do with my job. I rarely if ever do work that helps underprivileged students gain access to higher education. But that's supposed to be my job.

Really I just send out a bunch of e-mails to people to try to make this "grassroots" organization work. I pretty much run this group called the Community Congress. It is made up of a bunch of other groups in the neighborhood; the Library Reform Group, Community Development Corp, Smith Hill Lib. , Providence Housing Assoc. reps like that. In theory they are all supposed to work together and make the area better for people...or something.
Fine. Well they suck at working together because they never come to their own damn meetings. There are about 50 groups on the contact list but the highest attendance I've ever seen is 20 people half of which are students from PC. I do all the work doing the agendas and writing up the minutes and everyone else kind of just tries to think of shit.

But I'm not mad about that.

I'm mad cause I'm getting worked like a slave and they keep rubbing that in my face.
This year I had 2 big projects I had to run myself. Community Congress and the Alternative Spring Break. Ok. A lot of work but in theory, do-able.

1)Americorp people are supposed to work for a year. I was hired in Oct. I was supposed to be hired in July with everyone else. I thought I would leave in July with everyone else. Nope. I have to work till Oct. of this year and overlap with all the new people.

2)They are hiring 2 people to do the job I did alone this year. That tells me you really can;t do this job efficiently with just one person, so I've been overworked. Secondly, that means that I have been doing double the work and getting singular pay (believe me it's really like 25% the pay, I'll explain)

3)Providence College is paying for the 2 additional workers this year. While Americorp paid me this year. So basically the college is getting 3 full time workers for pretty much free AND Americorp is getting me for an additional 3 months. SO everyone is getting pretty much extra free labor.

4)I only get paid $383 every two weeks after tax. Or $766 a month. Word. And that's from working from 8.30-4.30 everyday. That's fulltime.
And they expect me there at those times believe it or not...for the most part.

5) Oh did I mention that I'm not allowed to work another job? I am "technically" on call 24/7.

Yea. Now how the hell can I respect an organization that rubs it in my face that their using me? I would drop this job honestly at the drop of a hat. If I could get a job at Borders and a job at another bookstore, as long as I made anywhere over, I would work there. And say fuck this job. I only get 10 sick and vacation days. Fuck them. I'll take more days. Fire me. Who would take over?

And really it's not about the pay. Community Organizing isn;t supposed to be. But I looked up what Community Organizers are supposed to make. They make $31,000-$50,000. Mind you most make $32,000. Insulting. And they keep on insulting me. If only I had anything else....

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Fabio Moon and Gabriel Ba




This is what they really look like....in 3-d. Scary I know. Stick to the drawings guys...and I'm not sure which is which.

NEXT TIME! : Reviewing of some graphic novels that would be good for a classroom. There are a lot, depending on the age group, purpose, lesson, ethnic background of the students, etc. But all will be revealed in time.....
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