But even after being so right about the self righteousness about my job I still deserve some of this. I know I have hit rock bottom for many reasons. The main one has to be this: I have applied for jobs in Providence and gotten not one reply of any kind.
Let me explain that these jobs are cool sounding ones posted on Craigslist. But not something that I should be worried about not getting. I am very qualified dammit.
One posting was honest to God, to be a "Porn movie reviewer". I jumped to apply. Have yet to hear a reply. Another one was to be a travel editor/publisher. One had a blog writer position. Etc etc. Basically all the jobs that would fit me to a T....but I still haven;t heard back from any of them. I would be great for these jobs and would love to do any of them. Especially cause I know they'd pay more no matter what they paid I'm sure. I was even hoping to do more than one of them. But nothing.
Honestly. The only interview I've had for the (by now)20-30 jobs I've applied for is Americorp. I must suck so bad and they must be so desperate that they took me. No one else wants/needs me bad enough.
SO that is why I should shut the fuck up and burn my English major, Black/Women Studies minor diploma.
[oh and the image is symbolic not literal. i'm far to vain to kill myself. don't let anyone else tell you otherwise]
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